Yesterday I ran a 5K. I actually walked the entire thing. I went into it knowing I was going to walk. It was kind of a big deal to me that I was there at all, since earlier in the week I didn't think I would make it. I had some strange bug hit me, and related or not, first I struggled with my digestive systems, fatigue, hot and cold flashes, headache, toothache, earache, sore throat and stuffy head. Can't forget the 2 doctor visits, blood tests, xrays, and ultrasound that all told me that everything was fine. Wednesday I could hardly stand up to visit in the kitchen, I had to go sit down. Everything took effort and made me so tired. So, I had pretty much decided that I wouldn't be able to make the run, even though I was so looking forward to it!
Toward the end of the week I was feeling better and convinced myself that I could go and walk it if I got good night's rests, and rested up. So, I did! It was fabulous! The energy of the crowd, the scenery, the feeling of doing something good - fabulous!
I always feel proud of every single person out there, because most likely they've set some kind of goal and are working to achieve it. Who knows what sicknesses, obstacles, self-talk, judgements, handicaps, or trials they have had to overcome to get through. Mine are minor - getting out of bed earlier, a little blister, pushing myself a little harder each time, getting sweaty (I hate that). But chances are good that some of those women yesterday had a much bigger purpose in that run.
But, like I said, I walked it. Runs always give me a perspective and chance to think about my fitness and other's fitness. Comparing myself in a way, but without any knowledge of their successes or struggles. During this run, I was surprised to find my walking self passing other walkers. I was surprised to find my walking self passing runners. I was surprised to see some people flash past me, only to be passed by me while they walked to catch their breath.
It made me realize that we are all at a different PACE. During the run, of course, but also in life. While some people have reached levels we dream of in some areas, each of us excel in others. Each of us is working to achieve goals, dreams, desires - big or small. That's what our days are made of. That's what we try to pass on to our children. That's where we find fulfillment and personal joy. Learning and growing is our purpose.
I thought how great it would be to accept my own PACE. To not worry so much about who I'm behind or ahead of, and how I'm going to stay ahead, but to celebrate the fact that I walked the race that I didn't think I could even make it to. To celebrate the fact that I now run 5k's - something I never dreamed I'd do!
It's important to grab on to these small celebrations and let them build our lives. We can go higher and further and be stronger when we start small and build, when we gratefully acknowledge what we already have and then reach for more.
Let's celebrate! Let's post inspiration, in stories, quotes and experiences that will help us remember our achievements! Whether it be big or small, it can be life changing. The picture window background reminds me that we don't always know what's ahead, the road is open. I hope you'll find motivation, inspiration, and peace in being a part of this blog.
I heard a great quote yesterday while sitting in ward council meeting. It was so good, I had to write it down immediately. It says, "The bend in the road is not the end of the road, unless we fail to make the turn."
ReplyDeleteI have felt my life make a few 'bends' lately, in both school and personal settings. I struggle with the these 'bends' because they are either unexpected, or not what I was hoping for.
School is a great example of a 'bend' in my life. I came up to Logan fully expecting myself to become a SLP and live happily ever after. Yet, that was not the case. A few weeks into the program, I found I greatly disliked the SLP program and did not wish to become a SLP. From there, I dropped the program and have been searching for what is next; for what God needs me to do. At least one option has opened up to me, but I hesitate. Self-doubt, lack of confidence in my ability, or lack of faith, keep me from choosing to take the bend. Fears of having no money, having to move home, or failing my eternal companion (who is still nameless) somehow, bounce around constantly in my mind.
I feel that God has put me here for a reason. Honestly, I have no idea what it is. At any rate, I feel that I need to take this 'bend' head on, and press forward in faith that it will right for me, and will lead me to where I need to be.
Suze congrats on the race. Your post inspired me to do my best...no matter what that is at this time in my life. I have a hard time not thinking about what I "used" to be able to do and getting frustrated with doing so much less right now. But I just have to do my best now and things will eventually get to where I think they should be!!
ReplyDeleteJohn thanks for the quote. It is a GREAT one. It's truly hard to see past the bends but it reminds me of Elder Eyrings talk in conference. It was on trusting the Lord. He truly knows what path and what is best for us and we have to trust him and have faith in him that he knows what is best for us. It is just so much easier said than done. Good luck with your decisions!
I love this idea! Thanks for the invite.
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